Wednesday, October 28, 2009

MUSIC IN HEARTS


All the happiness
Even the sadness
All the heartaches
Nevertheless the heartbreaks

MUSIC
It captures vary emotions
In a perfect harmony
With beautiful lyrics
And beautiful melodies

MUSIC
In my heart
And yours

MUSIC
Connects the world
In beautiful ways

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

TERLUKA


Memang mudah untuk kita melukai
Sama ada dengan perbuatan
Atau sekadar kata-kata...

Setelah melukai
Cukup mudah kemaafan dipohon
Seolah-olah ianya hanya satu mainan
Permainan 'Ku lukakan mu dan kau maafkan ku'
Kejamnya mainan perasaan mu...

Untuk melukai memang mudah
Tapi tak mudah bagi pihak yang terluka
Kerana setiap kali perasaan ini terluka
Parutnya pasti ada...
*khas buat insan2 yang melukai...diinspirasikan oleh ****** yang terluka (rahsia)...hehe;P

CINTA, BENCI, RINDU

CINTA asyik
BENCI rasa
RINDU penyelamat
*ingatan buat adikku sayang dan insan2 yg sedang bercinta...hehe;)

Sunday, October 25, 2009

ALREADY GONE

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
* I LOVE THIS SONG-KELLY CLARKSON ROCKS!!!
p/s: they always say we should be passionate and loyal in love...mom always say that i'm a very loyal person when it comes to love cause she knows that i wont give up that easily (or maybe it just shows that i am a hard-headed person...hehe;P)but when things didnt turn out to be what we hope for, when promises became just an endless hope, when it hurts us more than it should, when theres nothing can bring back the sparks, when all hope is gone, when all effort failed, i guess when the reality hits u hard on ur face, u really have to take things in ur own hand, put away all the fears and insecurity, be brave and have a strong will cause it definitely aint easy, the whole world could turn against u, nobody might understand why and turn their backs on u, but u need to do what u have to do to put all the suffering into an end....nobody can help u except urself...

LOVE IS UNIVERSAL
BUT DIGNITY AND FUTURE
SHOULD ALWAYS BE IN OUR OWN HANDS

Thursday, October 22, 2009

WONDERING



Why skies are blue?
Can I have pretty pink skies...
Or maybe purple...
Perhaps green is nicer...
Maybe yellow or orange
Hmmmmm....I wonder...

PILIHAN


MENYAYANGI atau MEMBENCI
BERGEMBIRA atau BERDUKA
KETAWA atau MENANGIS
YANG KUAT atau YANG LEMAH
BERJUANG atau MENYERAH
MENAKLUKI atau DITAKLUKI
MENGUASAI atau DIKUASAI
APA PILIHANMU??




IZINKAN KU


Izinkan ku
Menyelami hati mu
Mengajar mu erti rindu
Menyayangi mu sepenuh hatiku

Izinkan ku
Menemani mu
Dalam suka
Dalam duka
Tempat ku di sisi mu

Izinkan ku
Menggenggam jemari mu
Membiarkan mu memimpinku
Ke dunia mu
Yang kan jua jadi milik ku

Sunday, October 18, 2009

BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY


Here we are
Relaxing underneath the bamboo trees
Small river flows in peace
Splish splash...the cold crystal clear water
Laughter echoes in the air
Hair dripping wet
Fair skin turns pale
For lunch
Lebanese bread with chickpea humus
Stuff with pieces of roasted chicken
Tangy yoghurt tantalising tastebuds
With caramelised baked sweet potatoes
And grapes
We PLAY
We EAT
We ENJOY
Its a beautiful SUNDAY!!!


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

KEBAHAGIAAN


Tanda bahagia ialah apabila adanya tenang.

Ustaz Pahrol Mohamad Juoi, buku Satu Rasa Dua Hati


* Dan kini walau aku keseorangan, aku dalam ketenangan...aku bahagia...:)

KEPERCAYAAN


KEPERCAYAAN
Sukar diberi
Sering dicari

Pabila ditagih
Kita menghulur
Pabila terluka
Kita tersungkur

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

BEAUTIFUL HORIZON

Peace
Calm
Free

SHINY STARS


Mommy!!
Look at the stars!!
So bright
So pretty
I wish I am a star!!

Yes dear...
You are a star...
My shiny star..

WISHES


I wish for a life
For a peaceful life
Full of joy and happiness

I wish for the darkness
To shy away
And let the light shines

I wish I'm free
FREE
Only myself to be



Sunday, October 11, 2009

CINTA


CINTA

Dari mata turun ke hati

Dari kata jiwa ditakluki

Dari kosong segala terisi

Dari duka kembali berseri


Namun

Hakikat setiap epilog cinta

Penghujungnya misteri






KEMBALIKAN SAYAPKU

Segalanya ingin kau permainkan
Setelah apa yang ku korbankan buat mu
Setelah apa yg ku hadapi dengan mu
Bukan sejam dua
Bukan sehari dua
Bukan setahun dua
Luka...

Aku berpegang pada janjimu
Akan melepaskan ku dengan kerelaan hati mu
Tapi akhirnya sekali lagi
Janji tinggal janji
Kata-kata tidak bererti
Hanya omongan dan omokan
Kerna aku masih terikat oleh tali mu
Tak mampu bebas dari cengkamanmu...

Aku hanya seorang wanita
Tiada besar kudrat ku ingin menongkah arus gelap ini
Terima kasihku kepada mu
Kerna berjaya selama ini dan sekali lagi....

KAU
Permainkan hatiku
Permainkan perasaanku
Permainkan kepercayaanku
Permainkan ketulusanku
Permainkan kelembutanku
Permainkan masa depan ku
Permainkan hidupku

Letaklah segala-galanya di bahuku
Gelenglah kepalamu menidakkan segalanya
Puaskanlah ego mu
Permainkan segalanya
Kerna bagiku cukuplah setakat ini
Muak sudah aku dengan permainanmu
Kau raja berkuasa lengkap bala tenteranya
Sedang aku hanya tawananmu....

Ingatanku buatmu
Aku pasrah
Kudrat ku hanya memohon padaNya
Agar membuka mata dan hatimu
Tiliklah balik dirimu
Timbanglah balik langkahmu
Kembalikanlah sayapku
Hanya damai yang kupohon....





Sunday, October 4, 2009

RAYA!!!!

Agak2 dah terlambat ke wat isu raya?? who cares, raya kan sebulan...duhhh;P
raya this year was fun...extremely for my two angels...absolutely u understand why...hahaha;P but yes, i was having a good time myself, though there are a few spoilers but again, who cares...i dont;)
we all are humans...we make mistakes, nobody is perfect...and as a good humble samaritan, forgiveness is always seek and given...not just only for raya (though we always use raya as our excuses)...hahahaha;P
but i definitely adore the food....last year i didnt get the chance to raya cause i've just delivered my second angel in the last week before raya, so i missed my raya last year...but this year, REVENGE...raya sakan....hahahahaha;P i couldnt help myself when i saw those delicious lemang and rendang and all the goodies on the table...i had to have it all...i could eat all i want at three houses in a row....ahahahaha;P but after a week i have to climb back the scale just to take a peek....and yesssss, ok maybe just a kilo in a week...phew, a kilo is still tolerable cause i put down weight few kilos during the fasting month...so a week is all i can go, now back to moderation again...i love food,but moderation is always good;)

so, to those that knows me and still in the raya mood....
SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!!!

SAYANGKU BERJANJI...TIADA MAKNANYA LAGI


Mudahnya berkata sayang
Dulu cair hati bila mendengar lafaz keramat
Tapi seberapa dalam makna nya kan terduga
Masa memapar nilai nya
Hingga akhirnya biar seribu kali pun kata itu dilafaz
Kini ia hanya sekadar menyapa telinga
Sudah tidak tertambat di hati
Tiada maknanya lagi....

Mudahnya menabur janji
Mahu diberi segala-galanya
Ibarat lautan sanggup direnangi, hutan sanggup diredahi
Tapi kalau sekadar omongan apa maknanya
Sekadar memainkan pengharapan insan yang setia mengharap
Masa memakan janjinya
Tiada maknanya lagi....
Mengertilah...kepedihannya....
Dua perkara yang seharusnya indah...
Akhirnya memakan jiwa...